Wayward Side: I am a Wayward Wife - SurvivingInfidelity. com I am new to SI and looking for support and encouragement during our time of need I am a wayward wife and hurt my husband I never thought I would have made the decisions that I have I have lots of guilt, shame, embarrassment and sadness for the things I have chosen to do I had an online affair, texting affair and a physical affair in 2011 I have never come clean on my own and only told him